driving to the grocery store,
for no reason,
(so when does it end?)
When I am accomplished and successful,
is that when I feel whole again?
I desperately crave being complete.
I threw myself into my work
as if I was falling off a bridge.
Landing into a nothingness.
(Nothing has order but)
The cleanest of homes
by the troubled hearts.
-everything has a place
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